Day 10

    Oh God I don't even wanna talk about today. Had to go to the dentist, I hate the dentist so much, it scares the hell out of me :( stress binged before and after. I wanna estimate it at about 3000 calories, probably more. I do not wanna get on the scale tomorrow but I will, I have to chart my failure. I did it and the consequence will be the number on the scale. Ugh, fuck my life why did I do that. 

Sorry to bitch my friends, have a nice night.

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Day 9

     119.5 according to my scale this morning. I think it may have been a fluke though and am gunna reweigh tomorrow. Even if it was my goal this week is to stay below 120. I hate that number, 120. Its ugly. 119 is a much better number :)

     I've been finding it harder to concentrate lately :/ probably because of the restricting, i hope i get used to it soon.

Have a good night my friend :)

Day 8

Weigh in 122.5
Calorie count: 425

Gained a pound :/ probably what gave me the motivation to only eat 425 calories today. Haha. My goal for Friday is 121.5. I know I can lose a pound by then :)

Alright, goodbye my friends.